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I feel like this. i don't know if i'm exhausted from the past few weeks of surgery, recovery, panama, recovery and then this show that has got me feeling all antsy. i'm also overwhelmed by this fulbright application. it's all encompassing and draining. i can't sleep and i eat only because i feel like i'm suppose to when my stomach starts to burn even though i have no desire to eat.

i need a vacation or a spa treatment so i can feel rejuvenated.